Signs Your Spiritual Court Is Trying to Reach You

I made a brief video that I shared on my Tiktok and Instagram regarding my experience with my first Misa and my personal journey of discovering my heritage. I've spoken to my family about our history, as much as I could gather before some of them passed. Which  triggered me to explore our ancestral history abroad.

If you aren't familiar, a Misa is ceremony performed within Espiritsmo that draws down the spirits of a persons own spiritual court. The purpose of a Misa is to introduce you to the spirits that you were assigned from birth, to venerate them, to understand who they were in life and to assist you in having a better understanding of self while walking within your purpose. You are the first altar.

Most that have experienced a Misa have gained a since of purpose and felt like a weight has been lifted off of their shoulders. For others, they may experience an emotional purge. I experienced the latter. 

In order for this blog post to fulfill its purpose of urging you to answer the call, I must start at the beginning with my story.

Beginning in 2021, I started this business Moonstone Energy. During that same year I experienced the death of my Father, old friendships began to fall apart, I was exposed to the under belly of the spiritual community and I had also lost my job. Yes, my shit was getting rocked. It was my Saturn return after all.

During all of this, I'd transformed into someone that I was unable to recognize. I was becoming my higher self. She was bold, outspoken and had unshakeable boundaries. All of which I had struggled with. People were mistreating me, seeing my kindness as a weakness, disrespecting me and then some. 

After the chaos ensued, It had gotten to a point where I became closed off, jaded, angry and functioning in my lower nature to match those that wronged me. I almost allowed that aspect of my humanness to take me from who I wanted to become. I was begging the universe to assist me in becoming whole. The grief that I felt when I lost my father began to turn into despair. I did not want to be here anymore. The pain of his loss and everything that was going on at that time had hit me all at once.

On my 32nd birthday, I held a purification ritual. During which I laid in the center of my living room floor with a candle lit crying and praying. I was broken. I hated where I was during this time. It felt like I was being ignored spiritually because how can "anything" that cares for me allow people to disrespect me so badly. I was wrestling with accountability on my end, the lack of self-love and self-respect and my own evolution.

Once I began I purging myself, the spirits attached to that began working on my behalf which resulted in a clean burned down. The glass candle was proof that my tears and petition were acknowledged. I shared the same candle used and its name on my socials. I created this candle and sold it for some time. The white soot is my reminder of that time.

Fast forward to 2024, spirit had been revealing many things to me in my dreams, in the cards and more. One dream in particular stood out to me. If you are a practitioner, you already know that a dream journal is paramount if you are clairvoyant. I shared a few details from the dream on my socials. One thing that stood out was the word "Espiritismo" on a red banner and a woman in my dreams.

Fast forward to the present day, I had recently finished a spiritual course. During the course we were offered a referral to a woman that was an Espiritista. Little did I know I would follow through with booking a Misa with her.

During my Misa, she shared with me the spirits that are in my court, their origins, their representations, names and how to work with them and for what. One spirit in particular made tears fall down my cheeks for the next 48 hours following my Misa. That spirit in particular heard my cries. They were all there, however this particular spirit made it known to me that they were there with me the day I burned that candle on my living room floor and everyday during my saturn return assisting me through my own death.

As I mentioned earlier, I felt like I was alone spiritually but they never left me. 

Spirit had been calling to me and leading me to my ultimate purpose. However, the first step to my awareness was my ancestors. My grandmother urged me to heal at first contact. I did not understand why she would say that to me until 2021. I did not understand that I was heard until I saw that candle and its soot. I had not understood the red banner that said "Espiritismo" until my Misa. Spirit will call to you through your life experiences both physical and spiritual. They will speak to you through methods that you will understand and where they can reach you. That can be through music, teachers and life lessons.

When you go through different phases within your life, you gain knowledge and experience. This will lead to the revealing and enhancement of your spiritual gifts as well as your rank in spirit. Increasing your rank in spirit also makes your ase' known by other spirits. Think of this like a spiritual referral.

I don't know where all this will lead me. I'm open to new things but as we all know, when you open pandoras box, you cannot close it. A Misa is a calling of the courts for understanding and communion. It's similar to an Ori divination or a Met' Tet in the sense that you are understanding who walks with you. However unlike the former, you still have  the option to decide your own destiny. When I say this, your destiny is always yours BUT when you involve higher deities within these respective pantheons, your will becomes their will. 

I encourage all who read this to heed the call. Know who walks with you, understand that you are them and they are you. If the Misa leads you to explore other practices, let thy will be done....

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